What's another needle...

I started out today a bit excited.  Excited to get things moving and to start the stimulants already.  I breezed through the blood-work... oh the wonders of what having a needle every day for sixteen days can do!  I waited all morning and for the better part of the afternoon in nervous anticipation of the phone call that I would receive to give me the green light to go ahead.  Well eventually I got a nurse on the phone and what I got was closer to a yellow light.  Yes we have the go ahead to start the Puregon stims tomorrow... but how does another needle to add to the mix sound...

It sounds like me wanting to close myself in a sound proof room and let out a good hard scream.  Now that I have gotten that out of the way...well not really... a thirty minute acupuncture session definitely relieved some of that pent up anger and frustration so I will hold off on sourcing that sound proof room for a while longer.

I believe the culprit of this added needle is my LH level... or lack there of apparently.  It is low.  Am I surprised, no... disappointed yes.  Could something please be easy for a change?

So to salvage this night I am pulling out the Christmas tree (yes we have a fake one) and I am putting it up.  I realize we have not yet reached December, but at this point I just do not care.  North Pole... here we come!

Old Fashioned Vintage Christmas Tree fine art photograph by Maclancey via Etsy