NaNoWriMo 4000 Words Left + 20 More Things

I have less than 4000 words left until I hit 50 000.

1- holy shit, I am going to do this
2- of course I am. I would be so so so mad at myself if I didn't finish. I'm just like that. Slightly anal + too much of a perfectionist
3- I don't even need the @nanosprints anymore (but I still love them)
4- when did that happen, I can't remember
5- I just wrote 1200 words in 45 minutes
6- that's a lot for me
7- when people tell you that your characters will actually tell you what they want to do next they aren't lying, that happens
8- I wrote a sex scene while I am in the middle of reading this, I think I went too far
9- oh well, no editing allowed right now
10- I think I have become caffeine dependent
11- oh well
12- I am so far away from being done this story
13- I avoid thinking about the number of words I will have to write after November
14- I am scared that I will feel all alone, all of the support of NaNoWriMo over
15- I wonder if I should keep writing 1667 words a day after November 30th
16- or if I should let up and shot for something like 1000 a day
17- the voice inside my head tells me that 1000 would be okay, but I like this pace, but I need a life
18- but I love this
19- okay enough of the self pressure talk
20- next year if you have any desire, just a small small wonder about doing this, you need to do it, it will change things, big things.

That's all.

Happy Monday

Okay I lied. We went out and pretended to be real people who go out on Saturday...

It was pretty fantastic.

Now I'm done.